It's hard to understand why things happen the way they do. Usually, I look back at the end of a journey and I can see the master plan. My life has had a constant theme... out of hurt and pain, comes beauty.
I had this image in my mind of what it would be like to be a mom. I wanted it so badly. I always assumed that getting pregnant, and staying pregnant would be the easy part. Four miscarriages later, I know that it will never be easy for me.
Now, I can see that each of our losses brought us one step closer to finding our son. Each miscarriage deepened my desire to be a mom. I look at our son, and I see a miracle.
Now I understand why...
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